Day 7:Someone Who Has Made Your Life Worth Living For

For a long time, I thought my (now ex) boyfriend made my life worth living. We were together for 8-9 years and i totally lived for him. Having been out of the relationship for a while, i now realize that i cannot live my life for someone else, or let someone else be the reason for living. I have to make my own life worth living. I am in the process of learning to love myself, including my faults, and realize life is not perfect-i am not perfect-but still a person worthy of love. I try to remember to have fun and do things i like on my own-not always with the same person, because when that person is gone, then those things you did together no longer seem worth doing. I have to be ok with just me :)

Day 6-something you hope you never have to do again

(photo via weheartit)

Nurse another truly broken heart. being truly brokenhearted is one of the most devastating feelings in the world. i am terrified of being hurt again, and i have tried to put a wall up, but somehow i still sometimes have feelings for someone again. its getting easier to distance myself, but i still get so emotionally involved and invested in relationships. especially ones that i know will end badly. its very weird. i do not ever want to feel a broken heart again.

Day 5-Something You Hope to Do in Your Life

I have ALWAYS wanted to own my own business-Check! Now, I would LOVE to make my living from my business. I love designing my jewelry and accessories and I would also love to be able to design a cosmetics line or a body care line. I have thought of selling my handmade body scrubs, bath tea and such, but the liability insurance is soooo expensive! Maybe eventually!

I would love to see my jewelry in other online shops and in stores and magazines. It makes me feel so awesome to know that people love the things i make! Right now, I have an online shop and will be in two brick and mortar shops very soon, but I would love to expand.I am working so hard towards this goal, and am always trying to improve my designs and learn new things to include in my work. Hopefully one day I will make my living creating!

Day 4-Someone you Have to Forgive

(Im a little behind on my list, so im going to do two of these today)

i think i need to forgive a lot of people. i try to forgive, and i think i have, but then so many bad feelings come up when i think of them. i guess that means i really havent forgiven them. i have been hurt by a lot of people and i still think about it a lot. im dont really feel the hurt much anymore, really just more anger. i know i need to move past this! ...these posts are really helping me think about a lot of things i need to think about!

So Frustrated

I am so frustrated with my family. i am sometimes around someone they dont like and they feel might get me in trouble. i cannot mention this persons name without being screamed at and told i am stupid.i know that this person is someone they dont like and feel is bad for me. but they are my friend and it is my decision. it has gotten to the point where i feel like i need to distance myself from my family, but i have a younger brother and sister i like to see sometimes, and i really like talking with my mom sometimes. but it has just gotten to the point where i feel like theyre opinions are ruling my life even though i am an adult. i hate feeling this way....
sorry i just needed to vent, im just so upset.
Do any of you no longer see/talk to your family?

Day 3: Something you Have to Forgive Yourself For

Pretty recently i keep getting myself into the same situation that i know is not good for me. i let my emotions rule and end up feeling terrible. i just have to remember that life is a constant learning experience and that it is not perfect. i am a huge perfectionist and i feel terribly guilty a lot. just need to remember that everyone makes mistakes and its ok!

Day 2-Something you Love About Yourself

i love the fact that i am not "like" the status quo. i have a different mind set, i dont have to follow trends to feel good about myself., and i have a unique sense of style. i love that i stand out for certain reasons (sometimes i dont like to stand out) and that i see the world differently. this has probably always been the thing i loved most about myself!